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Thursday, January 24, 2008

okay i'm sadddddddddd ... i'm SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD D:!!! reasons ?? today got back my GCE O LEVEL RESULTS ... was so nervous in the morning . woke up and brushed up . heart kept pumping like nobody's business . Went to school to get my results . okay .. my results
L1R5 : 15 ( will be 13 when minusing my CCA points )
L1R4 : 12
Okay ... then ... today is the last day ... teck siong is saying in S'pore . he's going Australia tml . means ... today is the last i'm seeing him . We went jurong point kfc ate . Walked home after that .
yea... 4 of us .. last time walking aross the traffic light , last time walking across zebra crossing , last time coming to my house , last time walking to my house's bus stop .. too many last times ... i nearly cried .. but i nvr . i bite my teeth , i grip my hands , i look at the floor ... i ... i ... lol .
yea ... a song that my wifey ask me to download for her , but i think it suits the situation i'm in now .. " tonight i wanna cry "
Keith Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.......

if can , i really wish he's not going tml . why is he really going ... ? but all the best there .. i'll miss you ... i'm crying ler ... D: ... i'm sooooooo SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD . in the past , we always come out as 4 . but now ... left 3 ler ... 3 ler ... i feel so empty now ... why why why ... why ... Take care at australia ... take care .... *drops of tears . rmb to come back ... rmb .. T__T nothing can express my feeling now ... nothing ... Teck Siong , take care ......... really ... rmb me will ya ? ... rmb me , as ur best friend. As a buddy . Still rmb that day when ur dad got some medical problems , u got scolded by ur uncle ? and u cried ... i rmb ... u must rmb me ... u must , must must must ... T_T ...

Labels: 8 years of buddies .. 8 years ...

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